29082011-----My Complicated Day

somehow...
today i'm feeling complicated..
for wad u've said...

i never guess things right at the first place...
darling, i always care....and i hope u understand that...
i believe there's something happening between us...
i do not know what it is....but i'm trying to mend things back..
would u please share it with me?
would u please share ur feelings with me?
so that i know what i should do next?

i believe we'd some misunderstood about last night's matter,
darling, i do not get this right....
how come whenever we get along well...
and there..come up with a small matter between us?
feeling stuffy inside....i wanna breathe...
how can i solve these matters by myself?
i cant do it without u...
i've been making mistakes, as u said that i've been telling lies...
i've been making explanation..apologizes...
seems nothings gone right....
and i'm the one who seems to make things worst..
sigh.....it's tiring to argue...
yes it is......
i understand that i do not need to argue with u over these matter,
i do not need to raise up my voice against these matter,
i do not need to make any more explanation upon these matter,
as i did not did anything as u've said or mention all the way..
i apologize for what i ever did.....
and would u forgive me that?
i pray hard you will.....

i do not where shall i head to,
i never felt so scare.....
scare that one day u will loosen ur hand and leave me behind,
once i touches ur hand....dont ever loosen ur hand please,
i never ever want to let go....
let's hold it tight and walk through thin and thick together,
Darling,guide me please...
take my hand and lead me forwards....


i will do my best to make u believe in me,
i will do my best to prove it to u,
prove that i really love u..
prove that there's noone could ever replace u in my heart...
you're my forever husband...always...